Gregor metamorphosed to cockroach. This time, his existence metamorphosed. His family think to him "we need him". So, they depend on him and need his existence. But, after that he metamorphosed, they hate him. And they feel relieved when he died. So, his family's thinking was metamorphosed by his metamorphosing.
Changing the thinking to person, it makes to change the social environment. So, his social position metamorphosed. For example, he cannot work, and his family start to work.
His family think him "he broke our life", "he is very disgusting". So they denied his existence. It maked him dead. Because, "existence" is coexisting with "living". If the person is not living, there is not existence. And if there is not existence, the person is not living. So, reason of that Gregor died is that his existence is losted. And when he died, his existence metamorphosed to no existence.
So this story has many metamorphosing. But I think, his essence is not metamorphosed.
Because, his looks and life was metamorphosed, but he had his thinkings and feeling. I think, his feeling is "I love my family".
He worked only in his family and hate his job. But he didn't leave his job. I think, because he loved his family and thinked them. So, he was kind man. When he died, he think his family tenderly. So, his thinking about his family was not metamorphosed. Loving his family is his essence. It is not varyed.
I think, the existence is metamorphosed easily, but essence is not metamorphosed easily.
I was metamorphosed many times. My body, life style, my social position was metamorphosed. But, my essense, my belief "live not to regret", was not metamorphosed. It is my idea for my life.
Metamorphosing the existece makes more metamorphosing. But, we should have strong essence, not be metamorphosed.
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